A Candle in the Window


Mama is gone now but her spirit is here

Echoing in our laughter and Christmas cheer

Her voice speaks to us in the memories we hold

Of her poems and stories she always told

We see her smiling from the pictures on the wall

And wish that one more time we could just call

Her eyes look down on us from that far away place

Her children and grandchildren who long to see her face

We cherish her love and legacy of faith

A lifetime of whispered prayers we celebrate

Oh Mama, sweet Mama, how could we know

How quickly the time would come for you to go

But now you’re with daddy as you should be

And y’all are dancing in heaven so joyfully

Surrounded by family and friends gone ahead

Finally in peace with no worry or dread

So now as we celebrate this season

We know that it’s not all without reason

God has a plan for each of us to play

And we do our part come what may

We do our best to pass this legacy on

This love and kindness you have always shown

Here the stockings are hung by the chimney with care

In hopes that someday we’ll follow you there

The stars of the season still shine as bright

Even though this darkness seems as black as night

You- are the light of a candle in the window

Leading us homeward by the way that you showed

Calling us heavenward by the love in your heart

When our time comes this world to depart

Leading us to Jesus our eternal Peace

Where once again we’ll share a Thanksgiving feast!

About mamaheartfilled

I am a mother of eight wonderfully challenging children and fourteen grandkids, of whom I am very proud. I am also a bi-vocational ordained evangelical minister, and a Christian Counselor. I received my B.S. degree in 2004, studying primarily in the areas of Psychology, with minors in Religion and English. I received my Masters Degree in 2009 in Psychological Counseling with an emphasis in Christian Counseling. I have endeavored to paraphrase the Bible, both Old and New Testaments. It is my hope that it will be of some use in the great commission of Christ. My ministry is primarily geared toward victims of sexual and domestic violence, including victims of childhood sexual abuse, whether currently or in the past. Since I have personally experienced the healing hand of God in overcoming many of the life issues that Christians may face, I feel qualified and compelled to discuss them in a truthful and open manner, as God’s word tells us that “We shall know the truth and the truth shall set us free.” God has brought me through such diverse tribulations as sexual, physical, and mental abuse, being a victim of a drunk driving accident, spousal pornography addiction, adultery, divorce, remarriage, a very brief, though unjust, incarceration, and having experienced multiple miscarriages and various other trials. I have been asked to leave two Southern Baptist Churches, due to my being a female, ordained as a minister, and fired from a SBC sponsored Christian School (mostly white) for speaking out against racial prejudice in the Family of God. Through God’s merciful forgiveness of my own sins and inadequacies and God’s grace given to me to forgive those who have been a stumbling block to me, I have overcome many of these adversities. God’s word tells us that “All things work together for good to those who love the Lord and are called according to the purposes of God." Since I have this hope, I believe that God has blessed me with the ability to confront and relate these issues to the Christian community around the world. I hope to be able to use my personal experiences as a ministry of God’s grace and in the comforting of the people of God with the truth of God's mercy. I claim II Corinthians 1: 3 & 4 as my calling, which states: “Blessed be God, the Origin of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Origin of mercies, and the God of comfort; who comforts us in all our troubles, that we may be able to comfort those who are in trouble, by the comfort we ourselves have been given by God.” As I have received the gift of God’s healing, I hope to be able to bring the peace beyond understanding to others with the message of God’s mercy and grace. My love for the Sovereign Lord of my life, Jesus Christ, along with my passion for writing has drawn me to explore these commonly experienced crisis issues from the perspective of my own experience in the hope that I may bring an empathetic and compassionate insight to God’s people. I am now a published author and have several books in publication, including my autobiography, "A Little Redneck Theology." The views expressed in my writings are strictly my own insights, acquired from personal experience and diligent study of the related topics and God’s word concerning them. Though I am an ordained minister, my views should not be considered authoritative. I believe that the Christian community’s ultimate authority is the guidance of the human heart by the Holy Spirit and the Word of God.
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